System error!! Can't abort thought process.

I just don't know what in the world I am upto. I have just wasted yet another week end reading a complete novel at a single stretch (Dan Brown's Digital Fortress)... have never done it before.... and then partying in the evening at the ISA (India student association) function in the campus. Then I come back home and watch a full length movie (Somethings Gotta Give) without battling an eyelid.

Have got a whole bunch of work to be done. Wash my clothes, finish off my thesis and yeah finally sit down and start applying for jobs. A thousand other things cross my mind in a flash and.... I gasp for breath .. I just see myself shrinking on one side while a huge pile of 'THINGS TO DO' builds over on the other side (just like a scene we see in cartoons). The next moment everything that was before my eyes vanish... I am carried off in an wave of thoughts and finally land up writing this post.

Yeah I am sure everybodys been thru such moments, probly the first few times we face such days it really gets on to our nerves and probly makes feel like throwing up.. but then as u get seasoned up.. it just is another day.. its probly a 'Just In Time Management' syndrome-work only when ur ass is on fire. Sometimes you just feel that you cant just do anything, just take ur time out.. thinking things would resolve themselves...well probly I am here at that point yet again. A whole lot of things to do, a whole lot of things I wanna achieve.. and for all these to happen, I obviously should not be here writing this blog but rather working my ass out.... but then here I am relishing my 'Vannilla Sundae with cholcolate coated peanuts' as I eratically stroke the keys writing this post assuming myself to be Sydney Sheldon finisning off the last page of his latest novel.. huh.. must sound funny indeed.. yet my instinct tells me that every other blogger would be imagining the same thing as yet put up their blog.. the only fact being that they are not ready to accept it.

Finally with nothing much to say I am closin in on my post ..with another train of thoughts brainstroming me.... yep.. it's all abt what I am going to do next before I hit the bed. Its just 1.30 in the night. yeah .. my sleep pattern is making a shift.. irrespective of how early I crash into the bed I just find my self struggling to fall asleep until its dawn.. twisting an twriling on the floor ..constantly repositioning my pillow... I wonder what keeps going on in my mind.. just seems like being on an endless loop, with my brain finally shutting down my system to a powersave mode I dont know when.. and finally woken up early in the afternoon by an unwanted automated call from a credit card company..

Feeling guilty for getting up so late.. I try to buck up my self and go to school and yet again a thousand thoughts cross my mind as I start walking to school.. I find myself back in the loop. Huh.. life indeeds seems to be a Vishious circle (pun intented).